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          One Hundred Twenty-One.Thursday, 2010.02.11, 2:01 PM CST.
 20 
          years of "Enjoy the Silence!"
 Current Mood:  Optimistic again.  
          Current scent:  None.
"All 
          I ever wantedAll I ever needed
 Is here in my arms.
 Words are very
 Unneccessary
 They can only do harm."
 -dM, 1990
Well, 
          it's time for another update.  Things here at Casa de Badger have 
          been going okay.  I've been slowly recovering from the Legionnaires' 
          Disease, taking my antibiotics and measuring my lung output regularly. 
            I am slowly but surely getting better.  Thank you to everyone 
          who has wished me well.Twenty 
          years ago last Friday (February 5th, 1990), Depeche Mode released "Enjoy 
          the Silence."
 I 
          had intended to write a Journal Entry about it last Friday, but life 
          kind of got in the way, as it sometimes does. "Enjoy 
          the Silence" was Depeche Mode's twenty-fourth single release.  
          Following "Personal Jesus" on August 29th, 1989, there was 
          a strange "gap" in DM releases.  (The full Violator 
          album wasn't released until March 20th, 1990.)  "Personal 
          Jesus," of course, was a huge success; at the time, it became the 
          biggest-selling 12" single so far for Warner Brothers.  So, 
          fans anxiously awaited the follow-up. What 
          we got was "Enjoy the Silence."  Arguably one of their 
          best songs, "Enjoy the Silence" also became one of their biggest 
          commercial successes, especially in the United States where it enjoyed 
          a spectacular amount of radio play, even on "pop" stations.  
          Depeche Mode's fan base grew immensely due to this single, and as a 
          result, when Violator was finally released, it became the top-selling 
          album in the band's history.  (At this point, in fact, it has sold 
          over 10 million copies.) The 
          song was such a success that in 2004, Mute Records decided to release 
          updated versions of the track, including remixes by Timo Maas, Ewan 
          Pearson, Richard X, and a drastic new rock-oriented "reinterpretation" 
          by Linkin Park's Mike Shinoda.  A brand-new (well wicked) animated 
          video was also produced, featuring the Shinoda version. "Enjoy 
          the Silence" is not one of my absolute favourite Depeche Mode songs, 
          but it is easily in my top 10.  It's absolutely beautiful and musically 
          is one of the band's greatest compositions. The 
          song itself brings back a wealth of memories: 
          I remember, 
            during one of my high school classes, having my best friend Kevin 
            tell me that he'd heard a "new" Depeche Mode song on KTOW 
            (Tulsa's long-gone, incredible alternative radio station).  I 
            had no idea that they were releasing a new song, so of course I was 
            giddy.
I didn't 
            get to hear the new song on the radio before Mohawk Music brought 
            the original (standard edition/blue cover) UK 12" single in.  
            As soon as that 12" arrived, I ran into Tulsa, bought it, and 
            headed back home.
A week 
            or two later, the limited 12" single (yellow cover) arrived at 
            Mohawk, and the domestic 12" with "The Quad: Final Mix" 
            (a phenomenal 15-minute combination of four different remixers' efforts) 
            arrived at Buttons.  I bought them both right away as well.
A while 
            after that, the extra-limited (black cover) 12" arrived at Mohawk, 
            featuring "The Quad: Final Mix" on one side and a special 
            "DM" etching across the other side.  Of course, I picked 
            that one up too.
My DJ 
            mentor Dave and I agreed that the first quarter of "The Quad" 
            was the best mix of the song released so far at the time, so that 
            became our mix of choice to play at gigs.  I specifically remember 
            him playing it (for the first time at one of his gigs, I think) at 
            a party at one of our friends' houses.  A bit after that, at 
            the same party, we all sat around watching the film Parenthood.  
            During the film, I sat next to some girl, from another school district, 
            who kept sucking my fingers, and I was too ignorant to realize that 
            she wanted to do more.  Yeah, even at 18, I was a naive kid.  
            Durrrr.
I remember 
            playing the full "Quad" - all four sections - at my house 
            during the second half of EKG's first Duohouse Pilgrimage party on 
            April 14th of 1990.  It was my first date with "J," 
            a girl from my high school who would soon become my first really "serious" 
            girlfriend, then later move away and cheat on me like a cheap trollop.
In July 
            of 1990, during my first Depeche Mode concert in Dallas, I got to 
            see them perform "Enjoy the Silence" live, complete with 
            rose-shaped gobos in their intelligent light system.  It was 
            amazing.  (I've since seen them perform it six more times, and 
            for many dM fans, it's been considered one of the highlights of every 
            concert.)
In September 
            of 1990, I had a long, drawn out discussion about the lyrical meaning 
            of "Enjoy the Silence" with a female acquaintance of mine 
            at Tulsa University.  She basically explained that in her opinion, 
            the song meant to "shut up and enjoy the moment."  
            That conversation was actually one of the best memories I brought 
            out of my time at TU. It is absolutely 
          shocking to think that "Enjoy the Silence" is now 20 years 
          old.  I'm going to have a lot of "shocking" feelings 
          like that this year, though, since it's 2010.  Some (not 
          quite all) of my "Enjoy the Silence" vinyl collection, from 
          the top:
 USA 12".  UK standard edition 12", limited edition 12", 
          and extra-limited etched 12".
 "Enjoy the Silence 04" UK promo 2x12", standard 12", 
          and accompanying
 limited and extra-limited "Remixes 04" packages (of other 
          tracks).
 Filipe Inoa Patrone + Serebe Kironde Remix 12" and some other white-label 
          remix 12".  :)
 More 
          later! Badger |