Entry One Hundred Thirty-Five.
Sunday, 2011.03.20, 9:31 PM CST.
A bitter anniversary.
Current Mood:  Alive but a bit tired.  Current scent:  None.

I have a pretty good memory, I guess... especially when it comes to things from many years back.

It's a blessing and a curse.  A vivid memory, unfortunately, can apply to painful memories as well as happy ones.

20 years ago today, I was an awkward young geek attending Tulsa University.  A young lady for whom I felt genuine affection, and into whom I had invested genuine trust, broke my heart and did what she could to make me believe that demons really existed.

It left a mark.

It took a while to heal the damage done... and I never really forgave her.  I'm regrettably not a perfect creation, and while God may have forgiven her by this point, I'm really not sure that I'll ever be able to.

Some say the best revenge is living well, and despite a few snags here and there, I think I've done so pretty successfully.

Badger